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Originally Posted by heyitsdatguy
details..... let's see where to start.... It was pretty bad....
ummm well, I badmouthed a good reputable shop because someone was talking in my ear so I believed it was true for a long time. The owner and I spoke and we squared that off... well I'm hoping that we did. He said we're still cool, but who really knows.
I'm a moderator for socalsupras.org and I totally cussed out the other mods and said goodbye to the forums period. With that said... well that's the worst I think. We all got together(mods and admin) and talked about getting things done and setting up meets... well, I was doing that, but what frustrated me was the other mods were still in the talking phase and I was in the doing phase. Yes, I know we all still have lives and other things going on, but if I work from 9am-11pm and I still get more done than anyone else... .... well, that really got to me. I haven't had a day off in 6months and they were telling me to slow things down... ummm the whole point of the mod meet was to get things done not to talk about it. That really got me.
It's been a couple weeks now and I've been checking the forum... yet nothing has been done...
The day I blew up... well was stupid. I didn't have a thought in my mind about anything. I was speeding, late breaking and cutting people off., running stop signs and running red lights... honestly, hoping someone would hit me. Stupid I know.
... What else... Child support... ... Should I give details on that? Here's alittle. I lost my job and I don't make close to half what I used to and they were taking the same amount as when I was doing great. So I'm taking home .. average $50 a week. That's with both jobs. ... I sold my supra after building it for 8 years and collecting uber rare parts and having parts custom made and doing so much for the supra community. Lost my daily and crazy in debt with everything since I lost my good job..
I think I had a breaking point when I woke up that day and realized I have nothing and doing so much when before I did almost nothing and had too much....
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Well, actual sounds like it was as much an epiphany about yourself and your situation than a meltdown . Though they can look sort of the same.
All you can do is find a path step by step to where you want to be from where you are with what you have. If you don't however, it will be much worse in the future. We're talking rooftops with an assault rifle here.
