Truth... he avoids alcohol and instead chugs lots of cream of sum-yung-guy

I cannot chug my own cream, not Justin talented.

FTFY

TMI that you're able to do that.

I think this is for the best. . .

Truth. I was pretty angry yesterday. I can only imagine how bad the sauce would have made that.

People react differently. I'm a happy drinker. It can take me from a very shitty mood to chilled out and joking around. Some people go from being nice to being real first rate ass holes in a hurry. And sadly, more than a few people have in a moment of passion, threw back a couple drinks and shot other people and/or themselves. Unless you know yourself real well, it's best to stay from most illicit drugs* when your head is in a bad place because there's a real good chance you'll do something regrettable.

* Pot really is fairly harmless in this regard. One might do something comically regrettable, but not likely tragically.

Don't know how I'd react, don't need to know and definitely done want to try any of them just for the sake of seeing the response.

However I did go out last night and meet a few people, I feel alot better. Still bummed, but I can't let it deter me.

Just being around other (pleasant, and hopefully upbeat) people is very good to hep almost any kind of down mood, even actual depression short of major chemical malfunction. Hiding away is about the worst thing a person can do, and yet for some dumb reason in our society that seems to be the conditioned response.

Went to the dojo too, fighting always clears the mind.